i'm buying a house.  soon.

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i.....    i......  meh.

i think it is still tuesday.  right now anyway, i don't know what it will be by the time i finish and post this.  this is onditioning for night shift these next 2 weeks.

pssst: i only work wed. and thurs. night this week.  people, call me!

i get to hang out with bree-bree some time this weekend, and i get to see Adrienne tomorrow.  the week is starting to look good.

i really can't wait for ballroom friday.  it's been too long.

*love*
....... that's for you.

life is life.  i am worth spending time with to someone out there.  and there is someone out there worth my time.  i wish i could find him.

i need a house.

things are going..... well, they are going.  that's important, isn't it?  it still amazes me how i can see someone i haven't seen or talked to in almost a month, and all the feelings and emotions that i had supressed for my own good come flooding back.  there's nothing i can do.  i'm defenseless against it.  there's nothing i can do, because we both seem to be going our seperate ways, but my heart still aches.

we're hanging out again tuesday night.

we'll have to see how this goes.

i'm excited to see him again.

on the brighter side of life, my car loan went through.  my BMW 740i will be in my driveway by 2 tomorrow afternoon.  pretty excited for that too.  possibly more for the heated leather seats than anything.  yay wisconsin cold.  :-P  but yeah, with that, i begin to establish credit, meaning i can apply for a house loan without a co-signer when i find the one i like!

now i just need to get my ipod fixed and nearly everything will be peachy.  i really want to move out right now though... my own space would be wonderful.  a house-full of space.  my room feels smaller every day.  i really need to do something about that.  i'm looking for houses, i just haven't found one i would settle with yet.  i'm kinda picky.  ok, make that really picky.

wow, on that note, i haven't actually written much in here in a long time.  if you still read this leave me a note to let me know?  i'm curious if there's anyone.

*love to anyone who leaves a note*

oh, and here's some *love* to those who don't.

good night.  i'm off to work my weekend of 12 hour nights.  :-P

lalala...

Wait for the one who……

²    …Loves you even more after finding one of your flaws.

²    …Leaves you a voicemail to wake up to and notes to show he was thinking about you.

²    …Tickles you and “play-wrestles”.

²    …Tells you everything that’s going on in his life.

²    …Calls you back when you hang up on him.

²    …Lies under the stars with you.

²    …Whispers sweet things in your ear.

²    …Tells you how much you mean to him.

²    …Is willing to take a chance on you.

²    …Tells you why he thinks you’re amazing.

²    …Lets you fall asleep in his arms.

²    …Can have meaningful conversations with you.

²    …Will never lie to you.

²    …Will be there when you’re sad, wipe away your tears and say you’re too beautiful to cry.

²    …You can joke around with.

²    …Will do small things for you::

–   …Phone calls saying he misses you.

–   …Get you things from vending machines.

–   …Watch chick-flicks with you.

–   …Won’t doubt you.

–   …Opens doors for you.

²    …Knows everything about you and still loves you.

²    …Is interested in everything you say and shows it.

²    …Won’t be embarrassed of you.

²    …Protects you, but doesn’t control you.

²    …Won’t go overboard with PDA.

²    …Warms you up when you’re cold.

²    …Offers massages when you say you’re sore.

²    …Won’t get jealous of your guy friends.

²    …Gives you butterflies every time you think of him.

²    …Isn’t perfect and doesn’t pretend to be.

²    …Will play in the rain with you, even if he hates it.

²    …Says you’re beautiful, instead of hot.

²    …Won’t tell you what to do and what not to do.

²    …Looks deep into your eyes.

And……

Wait for the one guy that will make you melt every time you’re near him.....